I know exactly what I want.
But I can’t say it. That sucks on every level possible.
I just want to blurt it out, but I can’t.
It’s not my place, it’s not my call.
wait and hope is my only console.
But waiting is killing me.
Every day feels like eternity.
Worried, terrified.
What is the end of my wait?
Is it going to be in my favor? I can’t be sure !
So, even waiting is not guaranteed to give me joy!
In a second I reached here !
Oh how fast life can turn, how slow it moves !!