Day 79:

Burns inside my heart.

Heavy weight on my chest.

It gets harder to breath.

Cant seem to inhale and exhale properly & when i try harder; tears starts rolling down my eyes. 

I try to stop them but they keep on falling even more.

With each & every tear i force myself to stop thinking but it just gets worse.

Pillow is soaked.

Only if those tears could put out my heart burns.